What I did not see what how successfully I honored my time with family.

I know I feel like I’m talking about Emma a lot, and more so than I did in the most recent years while she was still with her physical body -but hear me out, there is still so much to learn and I’m doing my best to honor her purpose which is still very much alive.

That moment opened a door and behind that door was a firehose, I uncontrollably sobbed myself through the night and into the next day.

As we survived that year we once again anxiously awaited the possibilities come spring and summer.

Crying doesn’t always denote a sadness, crying simply in itself is an emotion and that can run the gamut.

I just want to say that I hope everyone has a person that supports them no matter what, no matter how hard -hard gets, just unconditional love and support.

Matthew McConaughey said “Knowing who we are is hard, eliminate who you are not first and you’re going to find yourself exactly where you need to be. The race is never over, the journey has no port, the adventure never ends because we are always on the way”

I’m a soul, currently in the flesh and while I drive this gal like I stole her, enjoy that..... and after, recycle the parts that are left back to the earth as she belongs.

I can see his face, I can hear his voice -when I hold this watch....

The term rainbow baby is to be defined as a child born after a traumatic event; this encompasses pregnancy loss, babies born sleeping and even loss of a living infant or child. The phrase is to embody hope and the celebration of the beauty to come after a storm.

Writing, is the painting of the voice.

Creatives - create, artists - create, and in preservation of our mental health we must be innovative to grasp opportunities found even within change.

Let them be, anytime you can.

I'm remembering this today and thinking what a difference a year makes. Looking back at everything we have all overcome, accomplished and experienced in a year -it blows my mind!

And there it sat. Up on end. In the hallway. Staring at a doorway it didn’t seem possible it was going to go through as there is a wall directly across from the door not allowing much for wiggle room.

As you will begin to be pulled in a plethora of directions- you and anyone you chose to spend your life with, your own family, comes first now and that is ok.

Just like the painted lines on a roadway are meant to guide us to stay in a safe zone, but they don’t stop us from veering off the road way.